Take me flying.

Friday, May 30, 2008

editted//

it's not cost efficient, it's not maximising profits, it's not a wise choice.

think again, i'm not worth your investment.

♥ 10:45 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

1. i got one pimple on my face now ):

2. i went for econs lecture in th morning at 8!

3. i saw a uncle having difficulty walking up the kerb and i panicked but helped him

4. the bbq was cancelled to a KFC delivery party

5. i haven been balling):

6. and, also, havent been studying :/

7. okays, and the best thing is that i did flag day yday!!

it's really nice, funny at the same time, demoralising but at least i helped others. (:

there's this auntie saying,' what school are you from? secondary school?'

and i replied,'Nanyang JC' then she said, ' oh, are you not proud of your school? you are not wearing your badge.' and i went,' -.-' but still said thanks when she put in the coins!

and really when you're holding the can, people avoid you! hahaha

but at least there are some kind souls around who donated $$$ (:

and and and, ppl walking at amk are rich ppl! quite a handful donated notes.

i realise, out of everyone, secondary school students are the worse. they really dont donate.

and there's this angmoh couple. i asked if they want to make a donation but suprisingly, i think they dont know english. they were speaking in french (??)i think. hahah.

but i tried to comprehend what a lady was saying, i assume she asked me 'what is the minimum amt?' and i say,'anything' with my hands doing the action. hahaha.

den, she took a few one dollar coins and put into my can! (: and, she went further to scold her husband, i think asking him to take out his wallet. and then, she put another gold coin from her husband wallet into the tin! hahaha. it was funny!! and i think she thought can only donate one dollar.

anyway, it was a fruitful day yday.

and, i love to help people now (:

♥ 10:53 AM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

it feels nice talking to reuben quek! & i miss him!! (:

♥ 2:27 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2008

LOVES.

♥ 10:52 AM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

zz. i cant login to friendster, for several days.
and midyear generalpaper was bad, really bad i think i screwed up my essay):
and and and, i've not yet memorise my physics SPA. ... i neeed more space; a bigger brain
nonethelesss, i'm still meeting the ladies tonight! (: it's been quite long since we last met up but.. yeah. :D i love them!
anyway, i realise that when i grew older, people around me gets more sensitive to what others say and you know, others become 'weird' to you but perhaps concurrently, you are also 'weird' to them. randoms.
yah, i hate it when i lose my things
i hate it when i'm being accused(maybe a surge of guilt instead), seriously. i dont even know wth is going on.
and, i think one should learn to accept critism. yeah. chill out.

♥ 8:18 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

my exam is tml. it's my general paper exams.

i want to have a huge brain tml so i can write out a nice and conherent essay

and i want the Q to be on SINGAPORE, best is education. or, something that i know related to singapore(:

and super good inferential skills for my comprehension, super good vocab so i know how to answer all the Q in my own words, an easy summary Q and also an AQ(mini essay) that i understand and know what to write on. may i understand the passage.

wish i can do well! 3544826439324528965 times of luck.

you, yes you, give me luck tml, den you can fall down tml :D

♥ 6:05 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

there's this email that i received a few weeks ago saying i won some money.

and i saw their email again. so yeah, http://www.national-lottery.co.uk/player/p/results/results.do they gave me a website and an email

so i replied again. it was just a follow through act. hahaha. so yeah man.

the weather recently is like frigging super hot. anyway, blame it on men.

men, they use earth resources, on aircon and use machines, burning fuels that release CO2 that causes global warming. And then the earth revenge on us, by raising the temperature, not knowing that men, can further counter it by using aircon! so, it's like an endless vicious cycle.

the recent natural diasters have caused loads of death and rendered even more homeless.

the cyclone in Myanmar the earthquake in China and Indonesia

there was this report in China that the people saw a huge migration of frogs, so they confirmed that the earthquake is really coming though they were informed beforehand.

so i wish all the of the people there to jiayou living and it's really quite saddening for the children.

yeahs, so i'm happy that i'm in singapore. in a small red dot but safe and sound. (:

so i love singapore, just that it's too hot. but it's okay.

hahaha. zz off, to bloghop and waste time (:

♥ 8:04 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

ah, happy vesak day

midyear exam coming. it's on friday! and then it's holidays!! yippee.

i cant get the stupid long physics and chemistry prac into my head!

i've not yet evn started on the physics one ):

but i played ball! (: from fri all th way to today! hahaha. yayness.

i hope i can burn the papers and drink them so they can be in me.

& i'm thankful that i've got you!

♥ 6:57 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

JOLLYVILLE HAS UPDATED.
MORE SUPPORT PEOPLE! :D

♥ 3:58 PM

i got a big fat tummy.

♥ 12:27 AM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

it's all me, yes me.

hahaha, it's a nice week so far

after all, there's no training today & we're going to step down alrdy :D

tommorrow, th whole school(maybe the j2 only?) will be release at 12 to eat so that we can prepare to go dwn and support the volleyball boys.

jiayoux3!

hope they will emerge as champions again this year!

anyway, yday, me and jingyi were doing something for our blogshop

so yep, we'll be having an update soon!! :P

so, check it out okay! this series is cute and fun-loving!

anyway, tuesday econs casestudy test is a -.-

i didnt even finished what i wanted to write. there is like totally no time can.

so much so for showing us the extract before the test luh.

my mommy going batam this coming saturday

&she'll be back only on monday!

means, weekend is a hippy-woohooy one(hopefully)

but anyway, i'm having sucky econs remedial from 4-6 on fri when my lessons end at about 2?

so i'm pondering if i should go.. yes? no?.. maybe not.

okays, shall not go. hahaha.

but i promise i will attend the next one( since i skipped the previuos one too)

yeah, and just now, my pretty ex bf called me.

so i was being nice and i chatted with him for a while when he was waiting for someone else.

&i realised its been quite long since i last saw him
and thru' out the conversation i came to realise why we broke up in the past

(HAHAHAHAHA)

because, 1) he bully me

2) he dont love me

3) we are too flirt

yeah, should be something like that.

hahahaha, but it was a nice catching up session w him though (:

at least he is pretty and sweeeet

my to-do for today is actually my gp research essay.

hopefully i can get it done and complete it, i'm alrdy 1/4 way thru it

dont want laziness to take over me if not i can really take forever to do this assignment.

i'm playing basketball on friday! time to shake some fats lah.

hopefully we wont end up mj-ing instead. hahaha.

i want t go sentosa leh, like 6457624756 years never go alrdy!

p.s i need someone to keep reminding me not to eat ice ): (i scared my teeth drop)

♥ 5:54 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

i got this funny email saying that i won like dont know how much money

i bet it's a prank or a trap but i still reply to the email

i think it's wont matter much if i give my cell phone no., my address, my age..

right? hopefully.

anyway, i've been thinking for this year if i've said things that were no big deal(to me)

but it's actually hurting someone ard me.

am i really that insensitive?

&yeah, sometimes i really seriously dont realise it.

... damn, there's chemistry retest tml( cos i failed)

and the stupid econs test.

i got the sudden urge to eat fish burgers

alright, i shall try and make it my breakfast this week (:

thurs the whole of NYJC are going down to support the NYVB!

actually i thought that the school is like quite sure (in fact SUPER SURE)

that we'll make it to the finals since today is the semis,

so, yer, slightly early off day to watch the final match and cheer for them!

jiayou NYVB! :D

zzz

off to eat, study den sleep.

♥ 5:59 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

i'm so damn freaking super SORRY to jingyi.

SORRY.

i dropped her new sony digital camera which is less than one month old

i'm really super sorry ):

there's a super big scratch tgt w some minor ones

argh, i'm sucha noob

i shall not help anyone else take photos unless there is really no choice

SORRY JINGYI!!

...

yday, wanted to play basketball at 325

i thgt they told me meeting at 5.

in the end, i reach yishun at 5.16 but mandy is at home

hiangpeng and junyu were in the movies!! -.-

i totally felt like wth wth.

but anyway, i still managed to remain my composure

&wasted time in northpoint and waited for their movie to end

then, junyu sent liqin home so i met up w hiangpeng and we went to eat long john.

we end up super late at the basketball court

after playing a while ( it's rly a while)

we went up to fred house to mahjong.

hiang peng and i were the biggest loser larh

siansations lor

ewwwww. i lost 19$.

but i havent pay them back! i'm waiting for myself to win it back the next time we play!

hahahahaha

hope my luck will be much better next time ard though

anyway, i went to school early in the morning

initially, i was quite tired and sians

afterall, it's a saturday(can wake up late)

after some briefing and sharing of thoughts, i felt quite happy to be involve in sucha cool activity

anyway, i'm helping somebody

BUT, they didnt turn up ):

so, it was cancelled so i'm home now.

& yah, i suddenly recall that T.T is a crying face.

i didnt know it until this year...

i'm shag; mentally and physically

♥ 12:03 PM

Friday, May 09, 2008

i'm broke
but thats not going to stop me from having fun.
okay, i shall eat less expensive food unless, it's my love.
i want to watch the 'what happen in vegas' (: on a WEEKDAY.

♥ 11:10 PM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

i fail my chem test again. omg. hahaha.
i told guohao den he asked me, "wtf, what you doing"
hahaha, i also dont want to fail de right.
at least i leave no Q blank and score a nice digit of 8 !
but anyway, thats not the point.
the point is that me and jingyi were hardworking in making our day tml a super happy one.
we've got our own nice cute ambulance!! for 'be yourself day' tml.
it's an event organise by the school!
i bet tml i will see weird funny ppl walking around in school. :D
and and and elvis is going t dress up as elvis!! cool right!?
woohoo, so tml hope will be nice and happy. teehee.
maybe after school going town to buy ingredients for sushi making!
and also, going to ball after that! yays. play basketball!!!
i feel happy today cos i laugh at jingyi stupid actions.
(:
zzz. got tonnes of work piling up. -.-

♥ 7:34 PM

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

sometimes, i need someone always by my side,

to slap me back to reality when i keep thinking back

to shower love, care, concern and patience

to tolerate my every single nonsense

for me to treat him/her as edible

to allow me to face the harsh truth that it's futile holding on

to constantly remind me that it's not worth it

to tell me right in my face that it's impossible

& yes, i thank you

so, momentarily, i can lead my own happy yippee life

so, i'll forget during that period of time

so, hopefully, i will not remember

i will not remember.

but i do.

worse, it haunts me till now.

♥ 8:47 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

maths test was a big booo. hahahaha.
but anyway, wasnt really prepared for it so it's okay.
this saturday is going to be a busy weekend.
having a help-out session to teach the disabled to play netball
after that, sushi-making w jingyi! (hopefully successful)
and going for band concert during evening.
maybe at night, going pub again. teehee. maybe.
friday, hopefully can ball. i wanna play (:
& kay just commented that wo shi yi ke hao ren.
hahahaha.
p.s jiehuang is ah fat

♥ 8:22 PM

Monday, May 05, 2008

i land on my nice right butt today.

♥ 9:15 PM

Saturday, May 03, 2008

it sucks to be home on a saturday night ):

♥ 7:34 PM

i miss playing again! (:

anyway, yippee!! i pass my 2.4km run! i dont know how did i manage to pass it, i just kept running.

my first round was slow, like alrdy 2 mins plus but i didnt stop (:

to some people, running like very easy but to me, running for no reason is damn tough!

i didnt even pass any timed practice throughout the yr and this morning i was thinking i dont care if i fail lah.

but, i still pass anyway (: yippee, so it's like damn happy. maybe i did better den pass (:

today is a saturday and my activities are all cancelled.

i want to play basketball but mandy's not free):

basketballing makes me feel good

perhaps that is the reason why i managed to pass my run, since i kept playing ball last week

so later i'm going to mug, i'm going to study at burgerking.

havent date anyone out yet so maybe i'll study alone but hope engkiat appears somehow!

(: and going to watch iron man too!!

&, weekend movie.. argh, waste money but... i dont wanna stay at home!

got a sudden urge to swim though.

oh yah! i was feeling damn guilty bcos i was helping de wei (ugly hair guy) to write his timing for his run.

he was alrdy at his last round den i thought there was still 2 more rounds!!

%$(&!^#)!#@$# me.

i told him, 'two!' den i realise i was wrong.

den i kept shouting,'dewei, last round alrdy! run faster run faster!!'

idk if he heard it but i felt damn guilty cos he would have sprinted the whole of last round and clocked in a much better timing den he had!

(though he alrdy run a freaking good timing of 09:10), he got high expectations.

anyway, i think today dewei is a nice but super uber crude person.

he never fails to scold, ' f lah, nabei-s, and more...'

♥ 11:44 AM

Friday, May 02, 2008

i need motivation.

♥ 11:47 PM

Thursday, May 01, 2008

JOLLYVILLE HAS UPDATED AGAIN!
GO GO GO VISIT!!! (:
i hate myself when the emotions the thoughts overwhelmed what i hope myself to be.
and, i cant seemed to control the surge of green. i just cant help it, but, i'm trying. i'm really trying.

♥ 1:01 PM